Posted: February 4, 2009

 The suffering never ends. I accept this. 

Wisdom is born of experience and pain. 
There is no doubt.

There is no way to alter what will become. This idea doesn’t mean that you sit idle as the world decides your fate. It means that what ever you will do next was inevitable. I have come to believe this to be true.

There is no why. I accept this too.

The reasons are untold. They will remain that way. 

I am set adrift right now. There is very little left in reserve today.  I am holding a constant vigil. Focused light. I am praying now. Protection… Amber Light…  

…please protect her.